Dear Ali.
Dear T.V.,
I want you to know that I really enjoy watching you. I know that sometimes I can't watch you as much as I would like. But I am writing you to tell you that sometimes I wish you weren't around. Its not that I don't like you, please see above, its just that sometimes I put off things that I need to do because I'm so engrossed in what's going on in your world.
Missing out,
Ali
Dear pills,
I know that I am supposed to take you every night because you will help me sleep. I understand that you are only trying to help me. The problem is that when I take you, the next day I am so out of it I can barely function. And then when that passes I crave food so much I am in fear of becoming morbidly obese.
Unable to function and pigging out,
Ali
Dear Newports,
You help level my mood swings but I can barely get thru a conversation without coughing. I tried quitting but everytime I get mad I smoke like there will be none of you left at the gas station. I can't help thinking of you all the time. You are like the love of my life thats never going away ....just killing me.
Dying slowly of lung cancer,
Ali
Dear Math 098,
I know that in taking your class I will be more prolific in solving algebraic equations. The problem is, I barely understand you. I spend hours of time trying to learn you but to no avail. Then I feel hopeless and stupid. You are disheartening to me and make me feel like a failure. Then I don't want to study you at all and I fail the next test and feel like even more of a moron.
Dumb and Self Loathing,
Ali
Dear Whiskey,
Thanks for all the liquid courage you given me throughout the years. After making me feel like superman , I turn into a cranky bitch with a headache. But still thank you for all the nights I don't remember and the headache the next day.
Still drinking and broke from buying advil,
Ali
Dear Love,
You will be the death of me. Thanks for putting me on top of the world just to do a quick turnaround to bitch slap me in the face. I give great advice about you but never listen to what I'm actually saying. The last time I tried you ,you screwed me big time. So yes now I'm scared of actually trying you again. And I hate the butterflies you give me and the stupid things you make me do and say.
Heart broken and naive,
Ali
Dear Ali,
I know that you are constantly wrestling with your life. Please know that I wish nothing but the best for you. But I know that you are a procrastinator. You tend to run from your problems and sometimes you are selfish and hateful. You complain about society and wish for change, but for the most part you don't do shit about it.
Introspect-fully yours,
Ali
