Cherrytapcom So Easy A Hawaiian Can Do It's blog: "Day In The Life Of A Pine-Apple"

What is the point of being online? I mean seriously more than 75 percent of the time your having a conversation with either yourself or someone who really doesnt want to talk to you but out of courtesy is making small talk. How can you tell when they dont want to talk to you? when you get answers like ( yup, ok, lol, or sure) Sorry but my idea of a conversation involves more that just the use of words consisting in length from 1-4 letters. Then again its better than talking and getting no response huh?

Some of us have seen things that cause us to question gods existence. Alot of times we can catch ourselves begging for gods intervention into some terrible tragedy in our lives. Pray that he spare one of our loved ones. Pray he return someone we care about from harm back to the safety of our company. Recently I have questioned my faith. I have my reasons for doing so. I dont see justification in taking a 16 year old girl who had never done anything violent in her life from this world. Or a new born child. Who upon her first breaths in this world brought joy to a young couple. Or to take the life of man who would never get to see his daughter for the first time. I just can imagine a god who seems to allow evil to survive at the cost of so much good.

If you could visit five countries within five years. Where would you go? 1)Italy 2)Australia 3)France (They Dont Shave....BAAWNG!) 4)England 5)Ireland

Went out last night. And you know what? It was great. Its just nice to hold someone again. It felt really good. Its nice to once again hold someone in my arms. No groping no alteriar motives. Just enjoying eachother. Things just may be looking up.

If you really love someone you cant have should you just give up and let it be. Find someone else? What do you all think? Aloha

If there was someone you cared so much about but you knew you can never have them what would be the best course of action. I spend alot of my time regretting my past. Wishing I had made on choice at a time in my life when I didn't. Every day my mind is filled with the two most haunting words "What If". Maybe a life could have been changed, another destroyed. I do what i do. I soldier on mainly keeping alot of these emotions locked up. Someone who shares feelings like that seems to only leave themselves open for pain. Losing one love to Death. Another to Distance. Two to me putting my word on the line with the military. And another to my being to incompetent to take a chance. So im going to keep going from day to day like i have. Unfortunatly making myself more and more scarce from those ,who atleast in my mind, i belive do or may love me. Dont be me. Dont live in regret.