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Hey guys, I know its been awhile since Ive written anything, Ive been pretty busy here lately, BUT lets rewind back to last Friday, I went to work like every other friday, but the MAN that I have completely fallen for picked me up afterwards. What was planned to be only a short couple hour visit ended up being an over night visit. He picked me up and I got my hug, i dont know who was shakin more. I just melted.. He just held me so tight, like we have been missing each other our entire lives. Yall no joke, it felt like time stood still.. It literally felt like a dream, so we sat in the park by the lake.. I sat between his legs and he just held me..and we talked. Everything feels so perfect with him, we sat there for awhile and he kissed me... goodness..
A little while longer we ended up going to dinner and we talked, I knew our time was coming to an end so i was just trying to soak up every second with him, he asked me what was wrong and i replied with I just wanted to cuddle.. SO he made it happen. He held me for what felt like forever. non stop smiling, kissing and cuddles. I would not change a thing. I have waited my whole life for someone like him. I got to fall asleep in his arms and it was everything that we have talked about. Waking up next to him was equally amazing. He had to take off early that morning, but i cherish every second that we had together. I think i only slept 2 hours if that. He has no idea how much he means to me. He has brought so much peace and happiness into my life. I dont know, its just almost too good to be true sometimes, which scares the shit out of me honestly. Ive never felt like this ever in my entire life....
Im not exaggerating, he literally is everything I have ever dreamed about. Is our situation perfect? No. but theres room for us to grow and eventually be where we need to. If its meant to be it will be right? So fast forward to this friday... Its completely different than last friday lol, Im sitting in my living room, thinking about last friday, listening to music, drinking some wine and about to eat hot wings... When Im alone its when I think the most, which we all know isnt healthy for me lol. But i wanted to write because I havent in awhile. If you have taken the time to read this, I appreciate it.
Until next time.. xoxo
Mandy
