Man it's been so long since I got to sit down just to be sittin! LOL! I have had some really messed up schedules at work lately. They keep bouncin me back and forth from day shift to third shift and back again. Last week I had like maybe a total of 5hrs sleep for the entire week! I was so so tired.
I have been workin so much that I hardly have time to just sit back and be me for a minute or two. I feel so stressed over all the drama at work cause everyone is workin so much overtime that we are all just goin at each others necks constantly.
I'm just there to do my job and go home. I don't want to fight with anyone. I hate arguing and fights. I try to just walk away when people try to start stuff with me but sometimes you can't back down.
I'm only 20yrs old and everyone expects so much out of me! I'm still in my partyin age. I need to be able to just cut loose sometime! Everyone expects me to act like 30yrs old at all times. I can't do it. I need to be me and have some fun or I'm gonna explode! I need a release!
My body is so sore from the stress I have built up inside me right now. I wake up stiff and I have trouble gettin up and motivated lately. I just want to sleep all the time cause when I'm asleep no one can bother me and no one can fight with me or yell at me for stupid shit! When I sleep life is prefect and there is no stress for that short time of my life.
Thanksgiving is this week and then comes Christmas! I'm so not ready for Christmas. I'm so broke because I just bought a new car which was needed not just wanted! My old car was fixin to die on me and I definitely couldn't have afforded that. So I got rid of that one and got a brand new one that has warranties to cover most anything that could go wrong with it so I won't have to pay so much for repairs.
I don't have ate that said "bgpimpn".
Well I'm gonna go and probably sleep seeings how it is 6am and I just got home from work.
