http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92gIA4kolv8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tw3i7MSqZTA
I sit here with a wall built around me so that no more pain can come in or out I hear voices screaming at me to come out and no matter how much I want to I cant!!!!! I scream back for everyone to leave but they all stay around me and the wall that bounds me and my thoughts… no where to go no one to see I sit there thinking of everything that is in my mind depression consumes my mind and spirit to where I can not release it… so much pain, lies, and abuse bring me to this point in my life… will I ever get better will I ever be free? No one knows… the time I have in this wall that is around me will decide what my life holds so hold on and keep screaming for me to come out cuz one day I will till then just deal……