Just Meee's blog: "My Life, Outside 'The Box'"

created on 12/30/2007 | http://fubar.com/my-life-outside-the-box/b173006

posted on 01/27/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;09:01&nbs-08:00;am

Collecting Myself
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There are times when I may not be on here for days at a time, maybe a week. (sometimes longer) During this time I am "Collecting Myself". And sometimes there is quite a bit to collect. Sometimes I just get so totally lost, I just sit here and stare into... Space, The Abyss maybe. Who knows where I really am during these times.

Just thinkin' trying to sort out what life has dealt to me at the time. Also during this 'Self Collection' time I like to write. It helps me to keep track of myself. So I thought I would try to share part of 'My Life Outside the Box', with my friends here in my blogs. Until now I have basically posted blogs to save things, or ones that dont mean much to anyone but myself. So I am going to give this a try and see where it goes.

*I reserve the right to post incoherrant mumblings at any time.* Said mumblings are due to a blank memory, which could be caused by any number of things that are, or have been, going on in my life. Or to the fact that I have just closed the door to my brain so my head wont hurt! lol :) I have so many things going on in my life right now, that at times I want to block the whole world out. Sometimes I do try... I don't open my doors or shades. And I stay cooped up in my house for a couple days or so. My computer is my escape from reality. It helps me to accomplish many things every day. Until Reality finds its way back in somehow, and the phone rings. And when it rings... it usually pours. If the computer could somehow manage all my stress, I would let it deal with lifes bowl of cherries, that have been hurled at me. But it would probably crash. hahahaha

After such a call, self collection process usually begins again.