The pain in my heart
It's ripping me apart
Trieng to fill the emptyness day by day
Will this feeling ever go away?
I'm haunted by a smile
Been this way for a while
Used to love everything
Now I can't stand anything
I can't escape my mind
What am I trieng to find?
Is this feeling a lie
All I want to do is die
How can I have hope
When the answers to my prayer is nope
You shut my heart's door
And left me with nothing to live for
Everything reminds me of a better time and place
What I would do to see your face
I'm in a cave with no light
It's darker then night
I feel so dumb
I've become so numb
I made a vow
We were supposed to be married by now
I'm single
And honestly not ready to mingle
I'm falling down a bottomless pit
I'm tired of feeling like shit
This isn't the real me
How can this be?
I look in the mirror
Wish my future could be clearer
With so much to fear
Why am I still here?
My memories just torture me
I wanna set my mind free
I wish I could quit
And just forget