My timing is always bad.
i dont know what to do...
I want to explode out of my skin...
for one moment,,
i want to know what is so wrong with me...
that no one wants to hold me
sometimes thats all i need is a hug,,
to be held and know its all gonna be okay
i think if i had that
i could sleep
i havent sleep in weeks...
its getting easier not to..
i dont have anything left to give.
or at least no one wants it...
ive played the game
everyway to play
even took a step back and stopped
they come to show me
everything i cant have
i dont want to ever get close to anyone
i cant meet anyone new ever again..
because i will care
and lose as i always do
