I'm having a few issues... Boy issues.
Sunday night (December 2), I hung out with a friend (his name is Justin) who I'm interested in. He's smart, funny, a great conversationalist, attractive. Totally my type... He expressed interest as well. And he has a girlfriend.
He says he's been having problems and he doesn't think it's going to work out with her... he even let me send her a text message with his phone as him asking if they should still stay together, and she wrote back and pretty much said they were done...
We made out. I mean, he started it, but I didn't say no... and until they are actually broke up, I'm racked with guilt over it. I don't want to be that girl, you know... the homewrecker or anything. And I do not play the "rebound chick" role.
My heart isn't going anywhere any time soon. I've learned that lesson.
It's just... he makes me laugh. And he makes me smile. And he's totally hot. At least I think so.
I'm just dumb. I overanalyze every thing and make things more complicated than they are or need to be. I'm just gonna have to see where all this goes.
