PITBULL's blog: "booty"

deep inside lost and confused, never to find happiness, never to know why, why do I care in this hopefulness, to love, to hate, to cherish, to perish why, is there a point to all this misery, why do i feel so fireiry, deep inside all alone i keep these feelings, dont want to hurt another liveing life with out a mother, is this what life is subject too pain and misery, to many flaws someone tear me apart with there claws was a bad in a previous life was i mean to my wife is there a point to my life why am i forsaken to spend it alone, deep with in its like a syclone, spinning and spiining, deeper and deeper, faster and faster, head spinning, smiles no longer grinning, feeling like i theres no hope should i still fight for hope or should i give into the pain, should i try and keep sain, i try to change how i am to better how i am, hope to find...that one... that one to make happy... i know it sounds sappy how can i feeling be so crappy anyways i dont know what i was thinking when i wrote this just buzzin and i dont know probly shitty but who cares thanx for reading anyways ty to all those that are my friend i dont know what i would do with out you i would probly be nothing in a ditch or with a witch lol ty with all my heart ....

Out in the darkness Screaming but unheard, Embracing the deception No truth no recollection, My pain has no real word. Blood pours from my body Tears pour from my eyes, Love and hate, A twisted fate, Now time for me to die. Desperate cries to the gods above Desperate cries to the one I love. Desperate cries, to cover the lies, Desperate cries to conceal the fear in my eyes. To suffer through life, Is like living in hell. My pain I shall keep To myself in this deep, On earth where I will dwell. Fallen angels, beckon me Summoning me, unto their lair. Deceit and pain Blood pours like rain, Caught in a devious snare. Shall my soul rest For the first time in years? Or shall I cry Until I die, Drowning in my tears? Desperate cries to the gods above Desperate cries to the one I love. Desperate cries to find my fate Desperate cries of love and hate. No bandages to heal me No one to comfort thee. Desperate cries And all of the lies, I'm blind and cannot see. Trying to heal a broken heart Trying to save a soul in despair. Torment and regret A painful tourniquet, A heavy burden to bear. So now I die Forever and ceaselessly Wearing away A little each day, No end in sight for me. Desperate cries to the gods above Desperate cries to the one I love. Desperate cries, longing to expire Desperate cries, death I desire. No longer living No longer dead. An endless being Never seeing All but what's in my head. Twisted fate Dishonest deities, Denied of my grave Death's earthly slave Immortality decrees. A sickly being, I've become Feasting on human hearts. Killing the innocents, Cruel malevolence Death is an evil art! Desperate cries to the gods above Desperate cries to the one I love. Desperate cries, to an immortal slave Desperate cries so I can be saved...

It's been a bad day I'm getting used to it now another sad day I'd cry but I dunno how I'm drowning in thoughts of how things used to be my chest was shut tight complete w/ purity It's out in the open should've kept to myself I'll learn from mistakes take my heart off the shelf my soul has now fled it's my body alone and it's far too much hurt for my heart to come home I give it up now there's no way to win w/o you here my world still spins It's been a bad day I'll try to let it not show another sad day and I'm just letting go.... another bad day...

This Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____ day of__________, 2005, by_______________________ , between __________________ and _________________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over -- unless it is VERY good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2 No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 8 PM--we really don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit--only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions--Ex.: Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance -- that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted--money is always good. 8. No baby talk--however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers -it's really none of your damn business. 10. No calling each other "friends with benefits" -- we are not friends, just sex buddies. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK -- don't be offended. 12. No extra clothing -- I don't want your ass leaving anything behind when you leave. 13. No falling asleep right after sex -- it's over, so get your ass up and go home. 14. Don't be offended if I don't ask if you enjoyed it -- I don't care. 15. You cannot borrow my car for any reason. 16. If anyone asks who you are, the standard response will be: "My roommate's boyfriend/girlfriend." 17. Men -- doggie style preferred. 18. Reason for doggie style: the less eye contact the better. I don't want to look at you, just fuck you. 19. We hook up absolutely whenever the mood strikes ME -- so don't keep calling. 20. The most important one -- no condoms, no fucking. Carry your ass home. 21. Bring your own drink -- I am not your liquor store. 22. No phone use, please -- don't want anyone calling back looking for your ass. *** EXTRA TIP FOR SUCCESSFUL BOOTY CALLS*** The aforementioned rules may only be altered by the holder of the agreement. If the other party attempts to change or alter any terms of this agreement, it will automatically be deemed null and void and you will then be removed from the BOOTY CALL LIST, deleted from phone memory and email list BLOCKED from all communications until your silly ass understands the rules. Participating Party Signature:____________________________ Date:_______