xX theWretched Xx's blog: "BITCHFEST2008"

I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I OFFEND ANY DECENT MEN WHO MIGHT READ THIS.... WHY IS IT WHEN A WOMAN IS AWAY FROM HER MAN FOR ANY LENGTH OF TIME, HE IMMEDIATELY STARTS BEING SUSPICIOUS. EVERY BITCH (men and women) COME CRAWLING FROM THE SEWER TO PLANT LITTLE BITS OF FALSE INFO THAT TURN AN AMAZING RELATIONSHIP INTO A JOKE. I AM FINISHED DEFENDING MYSELF FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T EVEN DO. WITHOUT GOING INTO SPECIFICS, MY CHARACTER WAS QUESTIONED ON 4-25-08 AND 4-26-08 (friday and saturday). ON FRIDAY, I SHREDDED PAPER FOR THE FIRST SERGEANT UNTIL 7PM AND SATURDAY I WAS ON THE BEACH AND WENT TO THE GAY BAR. I HAVE THE SUNBURN TO PROVE IT! NOW, SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE OVER YAHOO WHILE I'M OBVIOUSLY NOWHERE NEAR MY COMPUTER!?!?! IF YOU CAN FIGURE THIS OUT, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. MY RELATIONSHIP IS RUINED, MY HEART IS BROKEN AND WHOEVER DID THIS TO ME JUST SIGNED THEIR OWN DEATH WARRANT. IF I EVER FIND OUT WHO IT WAS, I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND BEAT YOU NEARLY TO DEATH FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME. THE MAN I LOVED (the man that supposedly loved me) DOESN'T BELIEVE A WORD I SAY. REFUSES TO LISTEN TO ANYTHING. PRETTY MUCH CALLED ME A LIAR...I PUT UP WITH THAT SHIT FOR 10 YEARS (and its the main reason I got divorced in the first place) I REFUSE TO GO THROUGH IT AGAIN!! I'M DONE. I DESERVE BETTER. SO, NOW THAT I'M SINGLE AGAIN...LET'S GET FUCKED UP!!! (cuz the pain is too devastating to handle sober)

OK, I'M GOING TO GO INTO A SERIOUS RANT RIGHT NOW AND I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I HURT ANYONE. YOU KNOW WHAT? FUKK IT, NO I DON'T! I'M SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW, I COULD DELETE MY ACCOUNT...BUT I WON'T YET BECAUSE I WANT ANSWERS DAMMIT. I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS OR HOW MANY PEOPLE I PISS OFF. I HAD 3 PICS OF ME IN A T-SHIRT, BOY SHORTS AND FISHNETS IN MY DEFAULT FOLDER...ONE OF THEM SET AS MY DEFAULT. IN THESE PICS, I AM FULLY CLOTHED AND YOU CAN SEE MY FACE YET THEY WERE ALL FLAGGED NSFW. NORMALLY, THIS WOULDN'T BOTHER ME BUT LATELY I'VE BEEN SEEING MORE AND MORE DEFAULT PICS THAT ARE WAY MORE RISQUE THAN MINE COULD EVER HOPE TO BE! (YES, I HAVE A LIST OF LINKS TO THESE PICS) WHY WERE MINE MARKED NSFW AND THEIRS WEREN'T? I HAVE SPENT A GOOD DEAL OF MONEY ON FUBAR (MAYBE IT WASN'T ENOUGH) I TRY TO BE NICE TO EVERYONE (MAYBE IM NOT KISSING THE RIGHT ASS) WHATEVER THE REASON, I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO CLOSE TO DELETING MY ACCOUNT AS I AM RIGHT NOW. AFTER I COLLECT MORE PICS (AND I KNOW THERE ARE MORE...I HAVE ABOUT 20 NOW) I'M GOING TO POST A BULLETIN ABOUT THIS. IF MY PICS WERE MARKED NSFW, THESE OTHERS SHOULD BE TOO. IF NOT, I'M DONE

I'm going to start this post by saying EVERY MAN CAN FUCK OFF AND DIE. Starting with my ex-husband. He likes to play the "woe-is-me" card and make me feel bad about the decisions I've made in my life. Who the fuck is he?!?!? He works a dead end job, drives a piece of shit that barely runs, and is dating a wildebeast. Let me start at the beginning...I left him in March 2007 and we got divorced in August. I VOLUNTARILY gave him custody of our 4 year old son because when I left, I left with NOTHING. (i had my car, my clothes, and maybe $3.00) At the time, I was working a job that paid pretty good money and they set my child support outrageously high (try $579 a month) Now, I make minimum wage and can't get the CSEA to lower my payments, so I fell behind. REALLY BEHIND My ex refuses to bring my son here (i still don't have a car) because he says my house is unacceptable. Hey, fucktard, IT'S A HOUSE!!! Last night, he was at his sisters house (which is 15 minutes from my house) and he REFUSED to bring my son here for even 10 minutes so I could see him. I haven't spoken to my son since Xmas (he refuses to talk to me on the phone) and I haven't seen him since September. I'm a little calmer now, but I'll be calling my ex again in a bit. I'm sure I'll have more to bitch about afterwards. ~Til next time

I'm a little late in starting this, but at least it's getting done so FUCK OFF! This is where I'm going to air all my dirty laundry, tell you a few secrets and just bitch about anything and everything that's bothering me on that particular day. If I write something about you, please don't be offended (even though I really don't care if you are) I could beat your ass, but hey, a blog's better than a hospital bill/assault charge. Enjoy!