Beautiful Razorblade
This beautiful Razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist
The pain you put me through
You say you’re my best friend and Sister
If you are then why are you the one that hurts me the Most?
You say you have changed but like hell you have you the same
You have drawn me to this beautiful razorblade
I though that I would be happy and not fell Pain
But what do you go and Hurt me
Your Jealousy has turned me back to this beautiful razorblade
Because of you now when I look at my self all I see is Ugly
I no longer see my self beautiful because of this beautiful razorblade
You say you were the only one that would take me as I am but then why did you hurt me the Most?
I want to see myself as beautiful again but because of this beautiful razorblade I cant
I want to know that I'm loved for who I am but how can I with this beautiful razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist?
Why do you have to lie to my face and say that you never hurt me when I know I felt that pain?
I sit here with this beautiful razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist crying in pain the pain you put me through
For all the times you said you where my true sister and best friend were you lying? Because if you were you would have not hurt me
I go through all this pain you put me through and you have the nerve to tell me your sorry and that you never meant anything you were just jealous of what I had going for me
But you need to know I had a good thing going for me until your jealousy came along and sent me back to this beautiful razorblade
So now I sit here with this beautiful Razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist crying hoping things would be good for me again and that I would be beautiful again