Buggzy A best friend is like a four leaf's blog: "From the Heart"

Laying in silences on my bed, tears streamming down un to my pillow case.

I think about my life and how much misery, and sorrow has consumed most of it.

I wonder what have I done to deserve so much, torment.  Was I just a evil person in my life before.

Each day I pray for something good to happen to off sent the lonely ness inside of me.

I just want to run away, and die.

But, I love my family, just wish they understood the dark side of me and how the depression consumes every part of my body

My soul crys out for release, but there is no end in site. Just bitter memorys and lose of friends and family.

Is this what life is all about.  Some are giving so much, while others have to leave each day ,  wondering how to pay the bills, feed the family and worry about their mate whos always sick.

God release me from this hell, give me the hope that things will change for the better, I pray to see that light at the end of the tunnel

Please God show me the way