Well not even a week has gone by and the year is already on a downward spiral.. It started off with me not doing anything for new years.. What's there to do? Hang out and drink? A, I don't drink and B, none of my so called friends called me back.. Next up is work.. Since work is always so much fun, I'll keep it short.. A co-worker/ supposed friend calls me up new years day and says hey happy new years.. ( nothing wrong there.. YeT!) he then was like say where is the football game at ( people from work always have a new years day game) I tell'm and then ask... so what'd you do last night? he then went on and told me about his wonderful time with a bunch of his and his wife’s friends, that they had over. . So like WTF? I'm not a friend? Not even to have asked? It's not like we haven’t hung out before..
Next goes for today.. My wonderful day at work.. I show up and people start questioning me.. Everything ok? Did the clock round you? Did someone call you earlier? then finally a supervisor said, I think you better see Paul (my supervisor) I found'm and asked'm what was up.. He told me that I was scheduled to work 3 1/2 hours before hand.. We had corporate a walk-through, but that was before you were supposed to start.. so nothing too big.. Just make sure you know your schedule.. (with a pissy look on his face) I've came in the whole week at the one time as well as the prior week and one day it was changed.. F'nA I shoulda known I was going to get hosed.. and well I did.. So the whole shift I was getting bad looks from the managers and over heard talking.. Just really made me just want to go home.. But then again it's about par for everything.. I haven’t even heard from one and only good friend since before Christmas.. But I guess this is what real life is and something to look forward too the rest of my life..
One thing is this though.. I am grateful to have my online friends.. with out you, I surely would be lost in sadness and loneliness.. so thanks everyone who actually does care..
humm other thoughts-- hell of a first blog.. wow.. aren't I the cheerful one haha
