JoKeRs AnGeL BFF to Shexy Davey FuOwned ...'s blog: "A poem"

When I was lost and lonely, and felt I had reached the end...you came around and took my hand. When I was angry and betrayed and ready to fight... you stepped in and made it right. When I was sad and frightnened and felt so small... you stood beside me through it all. You showed me what it meant to be a friend. You taught me how to trust again. I felt safe and comfortable with you. You said to me you felt it too. Then something happened.... you had changed. My whole world was rearranged. I tried to help and much to my dismay, all you did was push me away. I did everything I could do. You told me to stay away from you. You said it would be best for me. You didn't want to hurt me. I gave you what you needed but it wasn't good enough. You said that staying friends with me was just too tough. I don't know what happened to make it all go bad. To this day you were the best friend I ever had. But in the end it mattered not.... Because HURT was all I got.

I can't imagine my life without you... You have always been there for me. You were there through my pain and my joy.. and I have always taken care of you. When you felt broken I helped pic up the pieces. You always could get my blood flowing and make me feel all warm and tingly inside. I think of you as my partner in life...for without you, my life would cease to be. I promise I will never let anyone hurt you again. You are my most valuable treasure and I will protect you with my life. Thank you for being a part of me.....Thank You! MY HEART!

Time passes through the day, light slowly fades away. Alone in the darkness of night she sits, and waits. Minutes turn into hours of silence pounding in her head. She spends her waking hours fighting thoughts of sadness. Every hearbeat aches, and she prays the pain recedes. Fearing the worst has happened, she trembles and shakes. Sleep she hasn't found, scattered teardrops hit the ground. Staring out the window she doesn't make a sound. Hoping for a miracle she anxiously waits beside the phone. Patience wearing thin, hope gives way and fear sets in. Her last ounces of energy have finally been drained away. Nervous and unsettled she retires to her bed. Once again she is left unknowing what her future holds. "Tomorrow, he will love me"... is all she ever said.

A child is born delicate and small. Fragile and helpless in a cold cruel world. A mind so pure and unstained by hate and greed. A heart untouched, undiscovered by those who only care for themselves. Tiny hands have yet to feel the soft fur on a kitten or a delicate rose petal. Eyes of blue that could outmatch the beauty of the sky have never seen violence. They have not yet known they joy in a mothers smile, the sadness in a friends tear, or the warmth of a lovers face. Our future, our continuance, our new beginning. Cherish it always.

I have been given a gift of greata importance. A treasure so special it is beyond priceless. I have been trusted to keep it safe. I will gaurd it with my life. I will never damage it, nor let it fall into the wrong hands. I will not misuse it, or misplace it. I promise to handle it with care. I have the perfect place to keep it safe.... Right here with mine! Thank you for giving me ur heart!

I take a deep breath and close my eyes, waves of calming silence fill the room. I sit lost in peaceful meditation, and empty my head of thoughts of gloom. Painful memories washed away forever, I think of all my happy days. Washing myself clean of my hurtful past, Looking forward to my future in better ways. I see a love of lasting strength, No softer words have been spoken. The sweetest kiss and truest heart, a love that will never be broken. Many pleasant years to come, Growing old without any regrets. Through this life forever more, and continue even unto death. My mind is now at peaceful rest, my spirit has become anew. I see now what I need and want, in my future, I see you.

More than a breeze on a hot summers day, more than watching children at play. More than the the smell of a fresh spring rain, I feel it over and over again. More than crying when I am sad, More than screaming when I am mad. More than hot cocoa on a cold winters day, I have just one thing that I want to say... I love the way you make me smile and laugh. I love the way you comfort me. I love the way you let me be me. I love the way you tell me how you feel. I love just knowing all of this is real. I love you more than you can imagine and I hope this feeling never ends.

Happy thoughts of me and you, flooding through my brain. Every last word you said, repeats itself again and again. All the world just fades away, whenever you are near. The sound of your calming voice, is all that I can hear. Hand in hand we walk along, lost in lover's bliss. Waiting for the perfect time, to steal that special kiss. Time catches up with us, and I want to cry. I don't want to let you go, I can't say goodbye.

You told me you loved me you said you would always care But when I needed you you were never there. You told me you loved me I gave you my heart then you laughed in my face As you tore it apart. You told me you loved me you said I was the one You told me forever and now you are gone.

You brush your hand across my face and wipe away a single tear, Soft and light your fingers trace my wanting lips. Gazing into eyes of the purest blue I feel safety, comfort, and reassurance held tightly in your strong supportive arms. As you press your lips to mine our bodies in a love embrace, The rest of the world stands still and time stops. Peace and happiness fill my heart as you whisper "I love you" lightly into my ear and melt my soul. I can see our future as clear as a reflection in a mirror and there is no other place I want to be.