My little girl doesnt know her real father and she will never know him. she does know the man of my life. my husband to be. to her since the day we first meet my love he was her daddy. her very own daddy like all the other little kids. I was so happy i had found someone that wanted us and loved the fact that she called him daddy. you see my little girl is 3 yrs old and has never had a dad not since birth. she used to beg daily for a daddy of her own like all the other kids. so when i met the love of my life you can imagine my joy. yet today my lil girl hurt me more than words. you see shes back in louisiana where im from with my parents for a lil while. We call her every day and talk to her many times in the last week. each time we call she doesnt want to talk to me but a minute then its her daddy she wants. dont get me wrong im glad she wants him and loves him so. but tonite when i called all she was worried about was , was her daddy sleeping and could she please talk to him. when he gave me back the phone she was gone. I have to say this broke my heart. iv been with my daughter through her whole life iv been the main person in her life. and it just broke my heart to think that im not as important as her daddy. as my mom would say children have a way of ripping your heart right out of your chest without even knowing they did it. when i was a lil girl i was much as my lil girl is. i am still to this day very much a daddy's girl and will forever be one. now i know the pain my mom went through when i always wanted my daddy.
