May the bitter cold of love and pain freeze my soul. May each tear that falls upon my cheek freeze layer upon layer of ice around my heart. May each and every goodbye add another layer of ice to blood that courses through my veins, May the bitterness of love turn me into a shell that can never be hurt again. May my heart turn to ice so that I never have to feel love again. If I can not love I can not be hurt. I tire of hearing my heart break. Perhaps if it is ice I will never feel again. I am weary of love and the pain it brings. Always love stabs at my heart like a madman. May my heart and soul turn to ice. Never to un thaw and love again.