NEXT DOOR NIKKI's blog: "A little more about me"

First of all I want to say that yes I do have AIM MSN Yahoo etc, but NO I do not give them out. I have a lot going on and I used to give out my AIM name but I dont have the time to sit around and chat with 50 people on messenger. It just gets too overwhelming and time consuming, before I know it my day is gone and nothing has gotten done. So if someone gives you a SN saying it is me, ITS A FAKE!! 2nd, why do people think that just because I post some pics of myself (like everyone else on myspace and lost cherry, duh that's what it's for) that I am in love with myself, or a whore or whatever!?! If I werent an internet model and posted my pics on here would you still say that im a whore and full of myself? How am I full of myself because I post pics that I like and talk about my animals and things that I like to do and my boyfriend etc.when other people are on here only saying how horny they are and how much they want to fuck and posting pics of their dicks or pussies!?!? How am I a whore because I take a few sexy pics WITHOUT T&A fully showing? Just because Im using it to my advantage and making money off of taking pictures doesnt make me a whore. I am not having sex or doing dirty things on my site for money. I shouldnt have to defend myself but Im just annoyed by some of the messages I have received lately from either guys pretending to be girls or jealous girls who think calling me a whore is going to hurt my feelings. Honestly I feel sorry for the people who have such low self esteem that they have to send girls like me hate mail. If you really dont like yourself do something about it because what does sending me hatemail accomplish? Absolutely NOTHING! It doesnt make you more money, it doesnt make you skinnier, it doesnt make you prettier, it doesnt make you happier. It just makes you look like a jealous bitch. 3rd, seriously stop sending me messages asking why I dont respond or calling me a bitch or a fake or saying that im "the boyfriend" or agent or whatever. I am real, I respond to messages that I feel I can respond to WHEN I GET TIME! You may see me online but that doesnt mean that I have time to sit here and answer every message that I get. I was away from myspace for 2-3 days and had 354 messages and 571 friend resquests! So why am I a bitch because I dont respond right away? Why am I called a promotion whore? I am not here to only promote my site. I originally came here to stop the fake Nikki profiles because it just isnt right for people to pretend to be other people and give out false and damaging information, it's not fair to make people think that they are talking to me on messenger when it's really not me. 4th, I do not make exceptions for people. I have said this before. I dont do nude and I dont trade pics, I do not give out my number or chat on messengers. I WILL NOT MAKE AN EXCEPTION "JUST FOR YOU" becuause everyone says that! "I know you said you dont but could you do it just for me please?" WTF! Do you really think that you are the only person saying "could you do it just for me?" What makes you so special that after ranting about it the first time that I would say "oh ok sure i'll take a nude just for you!" Gah! 5th, read my profile before messaging me please!!! Half the time I dont respond to messages because they are asking me questions that I have already addressed in a blog or my general profile. Especially those regarding "send me nudes or trade pics or call me" IT WONT HAPPEN! Ok I think im finally done now. Im sure I'll get flamed for making this blog but try to see things from my point of view. I am not trying to be stuck up or a bitch or whatever. Im just annoyed by ignorance and people who jump to conclusions.

Ok this is my rant for the billion people that keep asking me to send/trade nude pics or ask if there are nudes on my site. Obviously you people dont know how to read because im like 99% sure that at the bottom of my site's main page it says 'this site contains NO nudity'. With that said, what makes you think that if my site is non nude and the pics on my page are non nude that I would just strip down to nothing take a pic and send it to you?!?! If I were to take nude pics you'd better be damned sure that they'd go on my site and i'd make some $$$ off that shit, that may sound bad but if I make money off of non nude why would I give away nude pics for free? But seeing as that WILL NEVER HAPPEN, I suggest ya'll STOP ASKING FOR NUDES BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM! ***(this doesnt include the 14 thumbnail shots of my boobs that are floating around. Those unfortunately are real and are from a test shoot I did. After I made the decision to not make my site topless and before Phil could remove them from the server they got out. So that is the most you will ever see.) I do, on the other hand, know that there are some 'nudes' floating around of me out there on the world wide web, but rest assured that those are FAKE and have been PHOTOSHOPPED by losers with way to much time on their hands! I guess I should be flattered that you want to see me naked that badly, but if you're gonna do that keep it to yourself because all you're doing is getting other people's hopes up and then I have come along and crush their dreams by telling them the pics are fake and you know how I HATE to be the bad guy (can you feel the sarcasm dripping in the air around you?) Anyway, hopefully this gets the point across but im sure I'll still get the occasional request for nudes seeing as about 90% of people dont read before sending me stupid questions. K, thanks! Oh and P.S. (THIS IS FOR THE GUYS) I dont want to see pictures of your cock either, so dont send me pics and dont ask me if I want to see it. CUZ I DONT! Ok, now im done. :)

So some of you have made some comments about seeing me on Jerry Springer. Most have been supportive or at the least non judgemental about it....but some of you have said some things about it such as me being trashy or that I should have shown my paying members first. Well I just wanted to clarify some things here.... 1) I was not supposed to actually be on the show. No one on Jerry Springer knew that I was there and I was not scheduled to be there. I went with a couple friends to just have fun because he had extra tickets. 2) I was not paid to be on the show 3) I became part of the show because of making a comment about my boobs, of course everyone knows what happens when you make comments on Jerry Springer. 4) My actions on Jerry Springer had nothing to do with my site, it was outside fun, just like when I go to the Ozarks and get beads for showing my boobs. No one had a problem with that, but they had a problem with Jerry Springer, sorry but I was just having fun 5) Since my appearance on Jerry Springer had nothing to do my promotion for my site or anything like that I still hold that my site will remain non nude and the most that will be shown will be sheer tops and mesh. Think what you will but I know what happened and I know how it happened and I know why it happened. I dont regret it and I will not allow anyone to hold it against me as a way of trying to get me to show more on my site. Jerry Springer and my site are totally unrelated.

Just so everyone knows, I do love it when someone sends me those cute little gifts that you can send people on here, and I do return the love!!! I am just starting out on here, so I havent got the hand of it yet....hopefully I will meet some new people and maybe if I am lucky a great man!!!!!!!

For all of you out there who are unaware, I do have a website. I am a Non-nude internet model and have been for 5 yrs now. I keep my personal life private and nothing that I do on my own time goes into the website. I do have a daughter and the website is something that I dont want her seeing right now. Like I said, it is not a porn site, I do not have nude pics, I will not give you a free membership. However, if you want to be my friend, that would be cool, and I am single. The website is nextdoornikki.com