This is tough for me to write...
Since my retuen from my hiatus, i have gotten to know some of you better than ever before and i have honestly kept myself out of the drama and BS better than before. But do to some severe personal problems, i will be taking a break soon. I may need to check myself in to a nut ward or i may just need to go wandering, hit NYC and go crazy... get off the grid for a while.
as i have told many of you my personal life sucks and has been in the toilet for years... it has actually taken a turn for the worse recently and i just need to get away from myself and need, if not a change of scenes, just some silence... or maybe noise... not sure. The problem with having so isolated myself the quiet i so desperately wanted is sometimes a trap. now i also have problems with my mother and my sister... and i feel very ALONE... more than ever.
anyhow... I'm not sure when i'll stop signing on... and less sure of when i'll be back, but i will be... some of you are too important to me for me to leave for good...
thanx for listening...
DP