2:48pm
So this always happens. When I date a new guy and then things go well, it's as if I never existed. I didn't do anything to scare him off or anything.
There is this guy I really, really liked. He has everything I've ever wanted in a guy. We got along, we hung out, met his family, and everything. All of a sudden he says he wants a break. We weren't really in a relationship but we were dating.
I hadn't been in a relationship and he knew why. I always end up hurt, which is why I don't date altogther. Somehow, I thought things were different. Shows what i know huh?
Last night, we were supposed to hang out, but he decided not to. That's when he called me and told me he just wanted a break. I tried not to look into it. I told myself i shouldn't like him and to only give him a chance, but I guess I liked him more than I thought.
I'm not the type of girl to fall easily. I'm not the kind to play games. I am the type who knows what she wants. I should just take a break altogether and just hang out with friends. I don't think I want to "date" guys for a while. Don't get me wrong, I'm not into girls, but I guess I need a break for the time being. *sighs* 2:52pm