Is there enough words to tell you how sorry I am,
Or how I really do feel?
Is this poem enough for you to understand...
I've sought inspiration for so long to write to you.
Only things is, I'm afraid I've made a mistake,
I don't know that you'll ever forgive for.
One after another, distractions hit me over and over,
Why do I bother, you're everything I've ever sought?
The happiness I've wanted, the feeling...
Just to know you want to be there next to me.
I feel like a failure to myself,
I'm so afraid I'll be the same to you.
If I did what was right,
What I know belongs in my heart...
Would you truly want to take my hand?
I've waited so long to admit,
but I know that's what I want.
I'm afraid you'll never accept me for what I am.
So here I go... you know how I've felt,
How I feel, and you know it's true.
I kneel down, watching your expression change...
I'm almost expecting tears for what this looks to be,
I can't afford much right now, but it's what's inside that counts.
You know what I have to say.
These words roll over through my my head,
I think I understand how you felt everytime I post something new,
Only you never knew you gave me the inspiration to write this.
Should I keep the slow tears falling, as I always think of you,
You said you'd be back soon, I never told you why I promised you,
I wouldn't hurt you again.
Something amazing has happened to me,
It opened my eyes, I lost someone...
I was blind, but now I see what I was missing,
This song has been playing all night,
I can't close my eyes until I know this is said.
I don't need a picture, I see you clear in my mind.
These words are never enough,
I watched a beautiful thing, by someone I hated so much,
I never knew that's what I never saw,
I never knew that's the only thing I wanted.
Is it too late?
Who am I to tell, but I need you.
Life is a song waiting to be written,
Lived all in a dream,
Only I don't want to sleep...
I know I'll wake up and you won't be there.
I close my eyes, and all I see is you,
Wipe your tears, think of me, I always made you smile.
