fish's blog: "YOU LAUGH..."

Home is were you put your head at in the end of the night. I will be hear when I can. XOXO to all who read this.

What doesn't kill you, will only make you stronger." When I die I will have plenty of time to sleep.

Hay check this out beleave it or not it's up to you. http://healing.about.com/od/empathic/a/empathessential.htm Every had this before? They paged me on the dot.. even with the word I have use to the "T".

There will be a day when you are no longer here and gone. And what will people say about you. You will no longer care! Thus it has been said before “ your action speck louder then words” so will your life. I always thought that I had a lot of horn but I don’t have as much as I thought I did. For it is not for me to say what will be said on my last day nor is it yours for people will talk among them self’s to say what you did and did not do and how thing were. I only hope that people think kind of you / me at that point in time for ones may they remember the good and not the bad. There is a deep horn in life that is to be learned for there is little time here . Mines turn in to days and days in to weeks and weeks turn into years because moths turn to weeks for some reason. I have not broken this code for my little one’s are almost two yrs old and were did the time go for time stands still for no one, you see. That is what ties us all together. Were there is life there is death. For you can not have one with out the other. This is certain for most any one for other it is uncertain. Love long and live now. For that is what I can give to you.

But you said it would be fun. For her heart was not on her sleeve. I could not see the cold that she ’s holds. The room was so warm to me. I look in to her eye to see me. She says be still this wont take long. I don’t want this no more in side I cry no more. I tell my self show no fear give no tears. Now I’m as cold as she is.

http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthDay.asp this one above is the b-day one.... this one is the name one...............................................http://www.paulsadowski.org/Numbers.asp

You entered: c r w There are 20 letters in your name. Those 20 letters total to 102 There are 6 vowels and 14 consonants in your name. Your number is: 3 The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living. The expression or destiny for #3: An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you. The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip. Your Soul Urge number is: 4 A Soul Urge number of 4 means: With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual. The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don't be afraid to take a chance once in awhile. Your Inner Dream number is: 8 An Inner Dream number of 8 means: You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

23 May 1971 Your date of conception was on or about 30 August 1970 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Gemini. Your Life path number is 1. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441094.5. The golden number for 1971 is 15. The epact number for 1971 is 3. The year 1971 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1971 and ending 2/14/1972. You were born in the Chinese year of the Pig. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein. You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 28 Iyyar 5731. The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.17.17.14.10 which is 12 baktun 17 katun 17 tun 14 uinal 10 kin The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 11 April 1971. The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 18 April 1971. The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 24 February 1971. The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 30 May 1971. The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 6 June 1971. The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 21 September 1971. The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 11 April 1971. The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 23 February 1971. As of 10/18/2006 12:55:41 AM EDT You are 35 years old. You are 425 months old. You are 1,847 weeks old. You are 12,932 days old. You are 310,368 hours old. You are 18,622,135 minutes old. You are 1,117,328,141 seconds old. Celebrities who share your birthday: Kelly Monaco (1976) Ken Jennings (1974) Jewel (1974) Mitch Albom (1958) Drew Carey (1958) Marvin Hagler (1952) Joan Collins (1933) Rosemary Clooney (1928) Helen O'Connell (1920) Scatman Crothers (1910) Artie Shaw (1910) Douglas Fairbanks, Sr. (1883) Top songs of 1971 Joy to the World by Three Dog Night Maggie May by Rod Stewart It's Too Late by Carole King One Bad Apple by Osmonds How Can You Mend a Broken Heart by Bee Gees Knock Three Times by Dawn Brand New Key by Melanie Go Away Little Girl by Donny Osmond Family Affair by Sly & the Family Stone Gypsies, Tramps & Thieves by Cher Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 5.0614481409002 years old. (You're still chasing cats!) There are 217 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 36 candles. Those 36 candles produce 36 BTUs, or 9,072 calories of heat (that's only 9.0720 food Calories!) . You can boil 4.11 US ounces of water with that many candles. In 1971 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US. In 1971 the US population was approximately 203,302,031 people, 57.4 persons per square mile. In 1971 in the US there were approximately 2,158,802 marriages (10.6%) and 708,000 divorces (3.5%) In 1971 in the US there were approximately 1,921,000 deaths (9.5 per 1000) In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds. In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds. In 1971 the population of Australia was approximately 13,198,380. In 1971 there were approximately 276,361 births in Australia. In 1971 in Australia there were approximately 117,637 marriages and 12,947 divorces. In 1971 in Australia there were approximately 110,650 deaths. Your birthstone is Emerald The Mystical properties of Emerald Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing. Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources) Agate, Chrysoprase Your birth tree is Chestnut Tree, the Honesty Of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritable and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self-confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner. There are 68 days till Christmas 2006! There are 81 days till Orthodox Christmas! The moon's phase on the day you were born was waning crescent.