im sick to my stomach thinking of my actions. dying so slowly a death by bad intentions. so just ignore me thats what hurts the most. lose a freind and you lose the world. you wont even tell me that im dead you just act like im not there. you crushed my lungs and left me alone in the dark. i cant scream, i cant even breathe. i thought you were there, reached out but you weren't it was only a lie. simple deception left me unwaivered. simple illusions but i bought em all. plotting without me but always about me. well this is the means to an end, a tragedy, a death. im drowning but you dont care. in a year you'll remember, wonder where did he go. dont bother, i was never here so just forget me. i'll live alone in a faceless existence. so pay attencion not to my face but my voice, cuz i'll smile when i tell you that you had a choice and you fucked up so im leavin you im not your toy. this is the life that i choose not the life that i want. you walked away while i was beggin you to stay now im all alone what a shame. i was never depressed cuz you were never my friend. i was always opressed and now ive found the end. you were always to much trouble. when i was with you it was like two geniouses trying to put together a blank puzzle. so this is where we end this time for real. am i ok? no let me tell you how i feel. I lost a friend today, no, i lost the world today.
