Supergirl's blog: "[x]EmotionalSuicide[x]"

I've been craving an immense amount of attention. However, I haven't been feeling too sure about myself, nor pretty. I wondered what could possibly help out my issue & I figured I'd find something to occupy myself with. *light bulb turns on* I could attempt to apply as a model for Suicide Girls. I may not have all of the tattoos, but I have a love for piercings & my personality is out of the ordinary, completely weird & dorkish ^_^. I enjoy dressing up & dressing down, in the matter of speaking. I'm not afraid to be sexy & still show off my 'dorkish' traits. I already have many ideas for future photosets. Still, I feel like no matter how unique I may think I am, I'm not the type of 'modeling material' they're looking for & I hate the feeling of rejection. I'll make my first suicide attempt within mid or late next week. Hopefully, I'll make a killing [har har]. If not, I wonder what other sites I could try out for... *Feel free to drop suggestions.*

This is one of the worst ways to begin a new blog, but I need to get things off of my chest... This doesn't mean I'll be taking off my shirt [perverts.] I finally found an awesome job with all of the hours I can have. I usually found myself working at least 30 hours a week. The pay is above average. Soon to find out, my hours were ut... More than 60% gone. A couple days ago, it started to turn bitter & super cold. Yesterday, I caught something. I have the worst headache [probably a caffine withdraw, because I'm cutting down on my pop consumption], my legs ache, I go from hot to cold. Not to forget, I haven't been able to keep anything down. On top of all that, my mom left my dad. Every time I see my mom, she asks, "Why are you stressed out? You don't have a reason to be." WTF?! Am I missing something here? My parents split up, my hours were cut... Why don't I have a reason to stress? If you live nearby & need an intern... Let me know <3.