i dont really know were to start
or were it all began to fall apart,
my mind is broke
and on these words
i choke,my heart aches,my chest caves
how can this all just go away
all alone once again sitting here,without a friend
without a love i thought so true
please tell me why did it have to be you,
so as i sit here,drinking this beer,
i remember there is nothing to fear
i have always wondered why i was here
and how a word like love could mean and be so dear
is there any thing after this, as i stair in the barrel of this 9mm in ignorant bliss,and the hollow point, holds my fates last kiss i wonder were ill go after this take a breath be real calm,all you will hear is a pop and then iam gone slowly fadeing ,letting go because i have nothing left to show,now in the end i cant figure out what this life was about,darkness now going fast i guess this breath is to be my last ,but now no one can hurt me , finally the end ,i still cant remember how all this to late
THE END!!!