ok so I been out of tuoch. little background left the active duty side of the army for the resererves, to become a drill sergeant. which is cool. got a civvie job and lost it looking for new job. been in florida on the gulf coast near sarasota for the last month now back in ga for reserve drill this weekend. Oh yeah by the way the spouse ups and tells me she wants a divorce which really honestly been a long time coming. ok fine. Also she wants me out of the house which ok i understand, by the end of the week next week. Some times it feels like I cant get a win and am fighting one of my drepressive states because of it all. But there is good news I havent tried to drown my sorrows away, so I am OK. Put on a smile and say "FUCK EM"