Queen of Wolves's blog: "Writings & thoughts..."

created on 06/28/2010 | http://fubar.com/writings-thoughts/b333854

posted on 07/07/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;02:07&nbs-07:00;pm

Heartbroken...
http://fubar.com/heartbroken/b333854-1121449

Why should I remain cornered? Why should I always help others achieve what they're not meant for while I can effortlessly achieve it? Why should I help create the stars and stay aside among the fans? Why should I give up on what is rightfully mine just because I don't fit a definition in their book? Why should I let them throw me into a straitjacket while all I say is the truth? Till when should I take everybody's crap and bullshit? Till when should I just be patient? Till when should I wait and wait and wait? I need a quick solution... I have no more years to waste... My best years have gone by in vain so far... While nothing at all has ever been changed... I am sick of the lies people keep telling... I am sick of the faces people keep wearing... I am sick of the stories... I am sick of the words... I am sick of people!!!

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posted on 06/28/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;02:06&nbs-07:00;am

Out of nowhere... yet from deep within...
http://fubar.com/out-of-nowhere-yet-from-deep-within/b333854-1120240

I am a name
Written on dust…

On a moist mirror
That hides a nude bust…

I am the memory
Of a long lost hope…

Carved on the heart
With it one learns to cope…

I am powerful…
Yet I grew so old…

I haunt souls…
Yet my own's still haunted…

I kill for pleasure…
Yet I wish to die…

Torture is my game…
Yet I despise the pain...

I told my bitter story…
To an endless well…

Made it carry my secret…
Let it die in hell…

Never cared to look at it…
As it fell apart…

My masterpiece created…
Destruction is an art…

I destroyed a soul…
I blackened a heart…

I came back for more…
Found a mourning heart…

I ran to my dark corner…
Hid well in my grief…

Couldn’t show my anger…
All that I hid beneath…

Lucky is the one
Who can reveal the secret

For I have become numb
From all the grief and hatred

I wish to be discovered
I yearn to be foretold

It’s in your power to twist it
Heaven’s or Hell’s threshold…

Copyright of Queen of Wolves.
4.1.2010