wow...i guess this is my first blog after havin cherrytap for so long...i hate making blogs... but anyways.
okay, i've been hurt so much lately, oh well. i am still in love with my ex...dunno what to do, but oh well, i'll be fine. i totally love my best friend of 9 years...as of his birthday, i've known him 9 years. he's like, totally awesome as a friend, and i hope he'll stay that way with me. i love him as just a best friend, but i want the best for him. i want him happy. he needs happiness. i'll never have happiness, not for a very long time.
my other best friend...i have feelings for him soooo bad, but he's got a g/f livin with him and he's over 100 miles from me, haha. wow, i'm actually telling a little about myself...creepy!! sorry, i'll stop...ranting. life goes on. love this one quote though, "Mess with the best, Die like the rest" dunno why, but i love it. i'm weird, i know! gamer time!!
--LadyDaffney
