206785's blog: "Wishing"

Running low, feeling alone, not knowing were to go. Paths are long roads dark where to turn what to take life is maybe a mistake. Take my own or a go on? who knows what goes on? my head a maze my heart a puzzle spread all over like a jigsaw puzzle forgotten and dusty. Leave me there or fix it up know one can get my heart a wall of bricks covered by steal I will no longer let it feel. turns cold never warm. My soul is lost I want to cry and yet I cannot shed a tear for the feeling is lost. My life long my time even longer but what is the answer know one can say. No place to feel good no doors unlocked I lost the key to my heart its gone for good and I wont give it out. So if ya think you got it you probally dont.

Eyes of tears cry in fear for the longing of a soulmate is no more. feel alone and scared wanting to be held from fear. Heart beats and goes fast jumping right out of my chest. I feel the pain of a dieing soul growing stronger with each night. The room grows dim no more light yet i feel the creeping dark sneak up behind. Grasp's you from the back and sucks you in dont fight just embrace for there is nothing left of me.

Laying in a bed thats so empty no one in it but me. The feeling of loneliness is such a fucking drag. Anyway heres a new poem. The feeling of a cold winter in my bed with no one there to keep me warm. My heart still shatterd never been touched the pieces still scattered like a puzzle. Won't go together by its self maybe one day some one will take it up for now it just sits like un used toy left in the corner and just ignored no love to heal it no feeling or care just in pieces scattered everywhere. In hopes that one person will dare and try to fit it all together and love it once again but for now it will stay shattered without a care.