so i sit here wondering is life really what we make of it? if we work hard at something is it worth it in the end? i work hard to make my life what i want it to be, bad thing is i wear my heart on my fingertips not on my sleeves. i think i put my guard down to quickly at times and then things start changing and i realize i just became the fool. so now i just dont know is it real or is it just a dream. wish i knew :(