I move back to my dorm room on Tuesday. Which
makes this the last night I have with my mom. I
know I can see her weekends. It's just not the
same. Throughout this past break from school me
and my mom have became closer. If that's even
possbile. When I go back to school i'm going to
worry about her. I know she' sick, and it worries
me that I won't be able to take care of her. She
is the strongest woman I know and she has given
up many things in her life just so I could live
a happy life. I wouldn't give her up for the
world. And i'm crying as i'm writing this because
as stupid as it sounds it feels as if it's the
last time i'm going to see her. Yes, it may sound
stupid because I know it's not the last time. But
just picturing her walking away from my campus to
go back to an empty house just hurts me inside.
I'm going to see her every weekend I can, because
being away from her just hurts to damn much.
I love you Mom! <3