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THIS IS FROM GOTHIC MAIDEN WICKED NYMPH WHO IS IN HER REDNECK FORM TONIGHT !!! The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. Every time I see you all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that i am not over you and you are so over me . I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts. but the funny thing now is.. i realize you always have an out. An exit strategy to make sure you don't get hurt. You always walk away first .You walk away before they can walk away from you. the sad thing is that as much as i just realized you used me and made it known i was just a whore to you... Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of this one thing you lied to me ...you used me , you took from me things i can never get back again! you took my heart and without care threw it to the ground and stomped on it ..stomped on it so hard that this time its so shattered i dont know if ill ever collect all the pieces you knew from the begining i was so broken hearted you promised me you would rebuild my heart and never shatter it .......u promised no more nights of crying no more nightmares and no more hiding in the darkness whats sad is i believed u ....i trusted u and i so deeply love you but as i have said many many times before i do not belong here i never did...... i belong in the darkness ......i belong to the night ......i belong in my safe haven where i am still loved by the freaks of the night ......i belong alone in my darkness where i remain so cold protected from hurt .....protected from you! and as much as u damaged me i still wish u happiness and peace and much love in life and i hope you never have to come to my darkness to dwell !
