Why am I feeling this way?
This feeling of dread, of worthlessness and defeat.
Why do you push me until I can't be pushed anymore?
Why do you continually beat me up to make yourself feel better?
Why do you like to see me cry?
Why can't you treat me like a human?
Why do you like to be the abuser?
Why can't you treat me like the equal I am?
Why can't you treat me with the respect you give everyone else?
WHY?!?!