why the hell is it every time i try to get with someone they break my heart i mean i try to be a good guy i try to be a sweet guy i try to be everything a girl could possibly want in a guy and then i get shot down it makes me feel like i shouldnt bother with the whole dating thing i am beging to feel like ill never find anyone that i could be turly happy with and that can be truly happy with me not just sleep with me a couple of times and justify it by saying they are shallow and then totally crush my heart