WHY IS IT WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF I SEE NOTHING BUT FILTH
WHY IS IT THAT I LOOK AT MY SELF N CRY
WHY IS IT THAT THE ONLY GUY I LOVE N HAVE LOVES FOR 18 MONTHS N HAV NEVER CHEATED ALWAYS SEEMS TO CHEAT ON ME N USE ME N ABUSE ME
AM I NOT WORTHY AM I AS LOW AS I THINK I AM
WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I FINALLY PULL MYSELF UP I GET KNOCKED BACK DOWN
WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I FEEL LIKE I HAV ACCOMPLISED SOMETHING EVEN IF ITS WITH HELP PEOPLE TELL ME ITS NOT WORTH IT N I AM BACK WHERE I STARTED WHY IS IT THAT THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME FEEL WORTH IT LIVE SO FAR AWAY
WHY DO I FEEL SOO WORTHLESS BUT YET I KNOW I DO ALOT N HELP AS MENY AS I CAN B4 ME B4 WHAT PROBLEMS I HAVE B4 HOW I FEEL NO MATTER WHAT EVEN WHEN MY BEST FRIEND DIED HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND N YET I STILL HAD PEOPLE THERE CRYING N HELD STRONG AND SUPPORTED EVERYONE ELSE
AND YET I GET SHIT THROWN BACK AT ME
WHY DO I FEEL ALL ALONE WHEN THERES ARE SO MEANY OUT THERE BUT I JUST CANT TOUCH THEM
AND YET I KEEP GOING AND I HOLD MY HEAD HIGH N MAKE SURE EVERYONE ELSE THINKS I AM FINE N I AM STRONG N I AM CONFIDENT AND I CAN HOLD THE WORLD ON MY SHOLDERS WHEN REALLY INSIDE I AM BIG AS A PEA AND I AM ALWAYS CROUCHED N CRYING
YET NO ONE SEES ME FOR WHO I AM A FRIGHTENED MUMMY LIL GURL EVEN THO HER MOMMY BARELY NOTICES HER
BUT ONE DAY WILL COME AND I WILL BREAK AND EVERYONE ELSE IS GONNA HAVE TO STAND FOR THEM SELVES AND NOT ME NOT ME SUPPORTING EVERYONE ELSE NOT ME DOING THINGS FOR OTHERS NOT ME STAYIN UP ALL DAY N ALL NIGHT JUST SO EVERYONE CAN TALK TO ME NOMORE BECAUSE ONEDAY WHEN I NEED EVERYONE N I CALL AND YALL DONT COME I WILL B GONE GONE FOREVER AND THEN THAT DAY WILL COME AGAIN N YALL WILL B SCREAMING FOR ME AND WHO WILL COME RUNNING BUT NO OONE NOT EVEN A BREEAZE BECAUSE I WILL B AT REST I WILL BE AT EASE WITH NO PAIN N NO CRYING N NO MORE HATE ON MY SELF THIS IS MY CONFESSION THIS IS ME FOR ALL OF U WHO THINK I AM STRONG N TOUGH I AM NOT I AM WEAK N BRITTLE N I COULD SNAP WITH JUST A FLICK I AM NOT ME I AM FAKE I AM FAKE IN THE WAY THAT YOU ALL SEE ME I AM NOT KIMMIE I AM KIMBERLY THE LIL GIRL ON THE INSIDE WHO IS AFRAID OF EVERYTHING THAT COMES TOWARDS HER ..SHE WILL NOT STAND N FIGHT RUN AT IT IN FULL PACE SHE IS NOT HARD HEADEDNORE STUBBORN ..BUT SHE IS THE ONE CRYING IN THE CORNER HIDING FROM EVERYTHING THAT COULD HURT HER THIS IS ME !!!
