I am just not sure where to start. If I was to start in the beging I will be here all day> so I will start with my x. We have been apart now for going on 2 years. We where to have parted as just friends. We tryed marrage consouling, but the 1st one went sour. I went there under the inpreshion that we where to work things out. At least that what he had told me. But it didnt turn out that way at all. But way befor that , he had been comeing around to see me and we would talk. He would call me to talk also. But any way. HE had told me so very much about things that we where to do to try to work things out. I put my hope and faith into belive him. But all the while he was playing on my feelings.Well just the other day he tells my son that he cares about me and cares what happens to me. Well if that where to be so true , THAN WHY, WHY DID HE LEAVE????? So that is why I cant have any trust in men.I still to this day love him with all my heart. I am a very forgiveing woman. Why I dont know???
