Ladygem's blog: "About me"

like waters troubled continue

to be disturbed even after the dead are dropped

ununder the surface

so also I may shake even in the most secure arms

You may conclude reaching out therefore

you cannot reach me

but somewhere inside you do.

Months ago I ended years unable

to speak my truth

And to note feel pain

I stopped speaking.

Any silence does not mean I do not want to talk to you

I do, but for that moment I cannot.

With your patience I will and do.

Because someone hurt me for doing so

There are moments when I may not know

What to say to you.

Know it is not you but someone else

Who is now me...