If I asked u please do not go - would u turn around and stay
If I found you a solution or found a way
Life is what you make it no matter where you go
I know things cant go on forever the way they have been , people change and have dreams to fulfill..Its just we've been down this road before and I know how it all went before - you left I became weak, gave up on being me and ran to the life I had once left behind.I made a promise to God that if u came back I would change that all the bad would go away. My wish came true, i didnt keep the promises i let the dream go. But I didnt want to believe that you would not stay. I know your life here is smothering you and you are not where you want to be but I look at the road ahead and I cant let go of the emptiness and lonliness I already see there, I dont want to face it alone
and I know that soon ur going to go and all I can do is sit here and wait for the day and try to appear strong...only because I want the very best 4 u...