Your Canadian Dream's blog: "My way of thinking"

For those of you who really care and for the guys who say they love me and want to be with me... Here is how I see it... I have been hurt over and over again with promises made and promises broken repeatedly... Well right now my heart is not letting anyone in... If you want to know why well it is thanks to one person on here he had my heart completely... I was devoted to him and he threw all that away and right in my face... i am tired of being played... I am tired of doing the chasing... So I am going to sit right where I am and stay away from being online as much as possible and for those of you who truely do love me and want to be with me well I guess you will have to be the one who shows up at my door step... There is one guy on here who I care for a whole lot but can't committ to him because my heart won't let me because of the distance but I want to know I am not doing this to hurt him or anyone else... It is how I feel straight up and not sure what to say anymore... You want to know more or have any questions or just want to talk you know how to reach me... Lovers you all