Just wanted to let everyone know what's going on with me and where I am at in my life. I know you are wondering why I am not saying anything or not showing any sign of life... First of all I am alright! To be honest, I have been shocked and kept trying to roll with what happened to me. I was and still am overwhelmed with the out come of the situation... So many of you reached out and tried to help or offered help. The thing is, I didn't know or couldn't even think what I needed or even know where to begin to think what I am facing... It was all too much for me... I do appreciate all the love that you gave me and am forever grateful for being there and caring. I am still in the process of trying to get my own place. Things happened and threw me off a little but am trying to go forward and get back to normal. I did start a new job and it is a day light job. I get up very early in the morning .... 4 am everyday! I used to come home from work around that time! So it is a lot of adjustments and getting used to... I will be more available once I get my own place but at the mean time the best I can do is to hit your buttons daily if I can... I have been doing a good job at it but lately have been struggling because of the new schedule... I have never worked daylights as long as I can remember.... I will be back as soon as things settles down. Thank you for keeping the faith and I do apoligize if I failed to respond to your messages... It was just me not being able to deal with it all at the same time and not because I didn't want to... I just couldn't...