Icemanusmc's blog: "Where has the Iceman Been?????"

Well, once again I tried to give someone the benefit of the doubt and do what I felt was honorable and respectable! I trusted her, and tried to give it another run and she talked a lot of good stuff and claimed that she wanted to share a life with me, but I guess I just can't compete with drugs and the strip club! LMAO Once she felt safe and her drug dealing ex-boyfriend finally left her alone then her and her kid walked once again! I tell you what; you would think that I would have just been smart enough to prevent the whole thing. Especially when I was meeting new people that were great and that I would have loved to explore new avenues with, but I had a history with my ex-fiancé and she finally wanted to be together. Well, you know what, divorce cost too much, so I guess I am just thankful I found at quickly. It is never easy getting played and having your emotions be the basis for someone else’s entertainment! I have really missed everyone on here and hope to start hearing from everyone once again, now that I am not busy trying to dedicate myself to something that is not deserving! I have missed you all though very much! Well, you never will know if you if you never try! Now I know, and that avenue is a permanent dead end! You have two choices in life, either let the bad experiences tear you apart and crush your world or you can learn from them, I am a SURVIVOR!!!!!! Lessons Learned: 1.) NEVER trust a f-in Stripper! 2.) You can't turn a hoe into a house wife! (Even if it is fun trying) 3.) What does not kill you will only make you stronger! 4.) Trust yourself; for this is the only place the truth is consistent! 5.) When you care for someone, the price can be very high! 6.) Forget your fantasies about strippers, the sex SUCKS!!!!! 7.) I'll quite drugs!!! B.S. Won't happen, make them be clean first, for a long time!!!!! 8.) The right person is out there, be more cautious and have patience! 9.) Nice guys finish last!!!!!!!!! 10.) ALWAYS pay attention to third party objective opinions, for they view situations without emotional attachment and no blinders!!!!

Well, for all of you who know me and know about my personal life will know what I am talking about. Well, in the past seven days I received a call that my ex-fiancé needed for me to come and rescue her and her daughter from an abusive man! So, I came running and I retrieved what should have been my step-daughter and she came to spend the night with my children and I and we all went sledding with the four wheeler. Then two days later, my ex-fiancé calls and informs me that she was abused once again and her and her daughter wanted to come and stay for a few days while the dust settles. She offered to leave the Exotic Dancing industry and finally be the wife that I have so much desired. So, for almost a week now, she and her daughter have been here and we are moving them in on a permanent basis this upcoming weekend. I know that my love for her is true, I have my doubts about hers for me, but I also know that my love for her daughter is never ending and she is like my own! Well, we'll see what happens, only time can tell and I believe that everyone deserves the opportunity to prove themselves if they so desire. I know that some of you will disagree with me and that some of you may even get pissed at me, if so, then maybe one day you will find a significant other who cares so much about you that they are willing to give you another chance even if you may not deserve it. Well, I will try not to be a stranger on here and I would love to hear from all of you!