Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Dad Im going with a friend
"No baby why don't you stay.
But dad i need time to go with them, i haven't seen them
I want to go to baby take me with you
Why is it that your friends invite you and i can't see you
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her , and make love to her
That's Sergio , yeah baby, sergio is crazy
Sergio made me, but tonight Sergio is rocka-by-baby...
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I did feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
I keep having this dream, Im pushing my daughters on their swings
My Elsie screaming, and telling me
"You're making me cry, why? Why am i always crying?"
Baby,I will change for you, "Dad you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't lieing no more , Dad you're mine"
She's piling all the stops trying to love me, I keep going on and don't see her pain don't see her crying
"Daddy please, Daddy don't lie Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Dad, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
[They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'her before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a a storm, she is gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I did feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
I got this people, They see what i don't see
The pain in her eyes, She don't want to be with me
I take a look all around me, and inspite telling her i love her
i do the things i do and but i would try not to lie to her
While she is trying to love me, i look around me
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, i got this thing, i need to be single,"
But baby i love you, NO DAD I HAVE TO GO BEFORE I CRIPLE
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't lIEING
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make ME SAD
"And I THOUGHT YOU WOULD CHANGE DAD, IT MAKES ME MAD
"That's all I wanted, I WANTED TO LOVE YOU AGAIN
"I get the point - fine, me AND MY HEART IS ALREADY GOING"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there AND GROW UP LIKE I HAVE ASKED YOU
That's THTS WHAT I WANT IS FOR YOU TO MOVE ON THESE LIES HAVE GOTTEN THE BEST OF ME
It's no wonder I CAN'T LOVE NO MORE, IM DONE CRYING IM DONE FEELING THIS PAIN, AND NO IM NOT HAPPY. i FOUND SOMEONE NEW AND I LOVE HIM NOW STOP TELLING ME YOU DO AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE too
I hear my voices, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "DIE SERGIO" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes,
the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and ELSIE outside swinging,
I walk right up to her AND KISS HER, tell her I miss her,
BUT THE I WAKE UP AND FIND THAT SHE IS NOT THERE NO MORE SHE IS GONE AND IM ALL ALONE. BUT THATS WHAT I GET FOR BEING HER PAIN.
I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER CRY NO MORE, I NEED TO LET HER GO AND MOVE ON AGAIN. IM SORRY HONEY FOR CAUSING YOU TO CRY. I TRIED AND I FAILED YOU BABY AGAIN IM SORRY.
OUR LOVE WILL NEVER BE AGAIN, I KEEP MOVING ON FINDING ANOTHER GILR WHO WILL BE STRONG.
LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES AND TRYING NOT TO MAKE THEM IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE IM HERE TAKE ME. BUT ITS TOO LATE I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU CRY AGAIN. UNTIL THEN YOU CAN ONLY BE MY FRIEND. ONLY IF TO SAY
When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I did feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
I was too late i tried to fix it
i saw you crying baby and i didn't listen
No wonder you wont take me back. no baby i wouldn't either
I know that our love will never be again, yeah now that i seen you.
No i don't want you to go through that, no baby not anymore.
I know that you can never loe me like you once did before.
its too painful even if we tried, youd be misrable.
I want you now to be happy love anyone and get married, and live life not crappy.
But if it turns on you and you fall out, im always her to catch you.
And if time does heal all wounds you will try to love me again.
I will change you will definatly see
that this life has taught me a lesson
but for now i set you free.
No baby like i said i don't want to see you cry
but if you need anything im there to try
to help you ease your pain, and help you move on
not with me but help you get back strong.
eventhough you don't love me, you care about me
I didn't see how much but i just let it be
you cried for me, you tried to love
But its there no more honey and im sorry.
please don't feel no more pain i will leave now
if you ever need me im a phone call away,
ill take it day by day. and see you later honey
yeah ill sometimes do.
But inspite of everythnig that i have caused, i still love you