been very stressed lately( I know no-one will read this) but need to let it out!. Im planning on staying of fubar for while-cant handle the crap, the control thing-telling me what to do. It will be hard because of the sweet few friends I have--BUT--its other ppl--I just cant deal with it--I have soo much to deal with at home in relationship and my teenager now. I feel like Im getting tested again to see how much I can deal with. Guess what-I cant deal with much more!!I try to show my happy side and be strong---guess what?--Im lossing bad!!--Hoping I will find the strength back soon--cause the few sweet friends I have here that really do care about me--well--I will miss you!!
