DeepBlueHorizon's blog: "whats really up"

I can't help but smile when I think of you
losing myself with the slightest touch ,who Knew
Life is better know that I can loose myself in a genuine sign
walking hand in hand my heart rides on cloud nine

No longer having to wish on a falling star from the sky above
as there is no doubt I'm holding the one I was meant to truly love
Its forgiveness and healing wounded hearts as we grow together
doing anything to fulfill destiny  holding you forever

The sun will disappear for the night
while our bond will continue to elevate and never loose sight
Never straying from what makes us complete heart and soul
never losing our self of self cause we both are in control

As glories is the rise of the sun from the east
we will mimic its radiance to say at the least
Weathering all that falters a relationship that ceases to be
the turbulence only makes our bond stronger to be truly free

Free to transcend the essence of being one
free to rewind the sands of time when its all said and done
Free to care for a person without fear
free to pass each day with a genuine love near

I'm certain the day will be enchanted with an array of exquisite sensuality
my heart jumps with excitement with a simple glance of your beauty
As the butterflies flutter around in my stomach with anticipation
my mind wonders of how I can shower her with admiration

Walking to knock on her door I've never felt like this before
memories to be made are boldly ready to endure
My soul feels complete with her inviting embrace
and I'm certain my heart joy is easily found on my face

It doesn't take 3 licks to get to the center of a tootsie Pop
and I've been waiting for this moment her curiosity ceased to drop
Plenty of situations coming around the corner bearing endearments
pleasuring desires and tickling fancies unknown to her own hearts commandments

My name is unknown to her today but utters out of lips tomorrow
as I await to take away any thoughts of sorrow
Where we go from this side of the rainbow
is a journey a genuine heart finds waiting to sow

I want to share more then a physical embrace
as I know that there is more that the beauty of a body or face
Together beyond the realm of a heavenly abode
I want to grow into a bright star from out of the cold

From the moment we would meet and touch
each step would feel like it was meant for us to clutch
For us to endure with the fullness of our hearts desires of joy
we embark without the enthusiasm of  child opening a new toy

There won't be a day that I would ever turn my back on you
not a single deflection from your radiance shall be unloved in view
In a crowded sky of clouds I see illustrations  of our life
one which will entail all of my energy and enduring whatever strife

This life is ours to color with each of our passions array
and we can deliver nothing but a pure genuine sway
Swinging on a high where we never can come down
your smile and eternal inner beauty will always keep away a frown

She walked into this bar and I thought I knew
as my curiosity wondered searching for a clue
The piece that flowed into place seamed to be all that I yearned
taking my heart towards my desires previously learned

She held my hand while I was sitting on the sideline
like a wish on a star I drank from the finest glass of wine
Caressing this genuine love I thought was held in both our hearts
in this sweet slumber of bliss I thought we would never part

Proving me wrong in the days to pass by
wondering where I went wrong as she lost that twinkle in her eye
Replaced by the absent mindless of selfish person
she began to unravel at the seams under the sun

Trying to go beyond the inevitable my efforts where not enough
cause her past was never left behind the rough
Hidden within my own blindness to see the ugly truth
only if I knew the lies spoken under my roof

I see the beauty in her eyes that capture my heart
the windows of her soul tantalize my mind while apart
holding my attention while I try to focus on the task at hand
its a splendor I wish for all to understand

Where can I begin without making you forget that all parts are equal
as the unequivocal radiance can never be done in a sequel
It changes from day to day in the blink of an eye
but not in the sense in which you begin to pry

For years can pass and the day will cease to come undone
when I would find my moment of bliss unsettled under the sun
Though you may think I may be a bit to optimistic
if you knew the lady you would think this was pure simplistic

Because heaven has come to earth in the form of undeniable inner beauty
a tender caring person with a genuine golden chalice for all to see
No way to hide the mind of a unraveled jigsaw of knowledge
and the strength to with stand any barrage

Either way my few words can never fully explain
either way the day comes with excitement going down that lane
My love comes to her with all sincerity and dauntlessly
Cause I am honored to have it to hold resiliently

Where is this endless loving embrace my heart yearns
how may I feel this gift as this world turns
Know that I've tried and never shied away from our moment
as its true sometimes you need to bleed before  its meant

I've adored a heart that came deceive
and held a beauty that lead me to believe
Blinded by my own wish to end this search for you
I wish I had listen to my head, as it knows who is true

Where are you tonight under the crescent moon
hope you know I can't wait to see you sometime soon
When we can finally forget to guard our heart
and let it truly come out without being pulled apart

I've promised to never hold back the optimistic view I've held as a kid
and I won't ever let you forget the reality of cupids bid
Cause valentines day isn't just one day of the year
Its everyday I get to hold you near

There is magic in your heart without a doubt
as I am riddled with goose bumps that make me want to shout
This is how love should make anyone feel
enticing and invigorating the soul with each deal

There is more to your obvious sultry beauty appeal
as a rose unfolds her petals your glory is unraveled in its seal
Filtered with allurements that bear strengths and numerous desires
your values and dreams are beams of light and a virtue that never tires

There is magic in your touch with a sense of purpose
no delay or mistaken your commitment to run this course
Vibrating on the reality that surrounds your treasured beauty
I'm thrilled to be the one who can share whats meant to be

All the vividness captured in this endless love
bares the jealous of the heavenly stars above
As they are just a glimmer of our genuine bond at hand
while we live the dream walking together with our feet over the sand

It doesn't matter the time of the year
nor the challenge of facing your worst fear
There won't be any doubt of where I stand
as time will pass with me holding your hand

It doesn't make any difference what your yesterday has brought
that is if your truly in it for a genuine love you've sought
As that is all I have ever wanted to share
and I am certain no over love can compare

I say this with confidence cause with each passing day
there will be the evidence of loves display
Along with all the small things that make a relationship go
everyday will have all of my hearts desires endless flow

A ocean of unequivocal abundance from which you help feed
there will be no doubt I will take the lead
Showering your physical and mental beauty
never tiring from this endless decree

It doesn't matter if we have met yet to even till this date in time
as we still be able to endure this heavenly climb
Where we can endure in the beauty of holding one another radiance
knowing that from this moment on we have a lifetime to dance

Heaven and earth one in the same
where life is spent like a flame
Burning for a brief moment in time
compared to the many winds passing through the chime

Bestowing favors to those who's lights abound
Smiles and laughter can be found
As god created with love ,
may my walk through this continue with the above
In charge of making others finding joy where ever
helping those in need whenever

The sun reminds me where to find my strength
as the moon takes part  when rays have need length
Peeling the veil  when storms arise
making the fields of gold shine in eyes

I want to see that look of  ease
that peace of serenity through the trees
The whirl wind that comes with a kiss
a hug I will come to miss

I want to be a part of a completion
finding the purpose of true loves emotion
Making our way through the milky way
All of our answered prayer's come into play
The kind of fate hearts yearn
wondering if I lay asleep with each day we earn
Dreams can come true
and I know it only to be with you

I thought once it was over I would be able be free
To feel the hours , minutes and seconds and  truly see
Here I am in the moment of moving beyond the past
No more lies , nor do I have to fake a orgasmic blast

I didn’t realize how much of myself was given
Or the fact that I that I wasted precious liven
As I am reminded with glimmers that flash
And no way can I ever do that same dash

The scar of the heart taint my day and night
Even though  I know she wasn’t right
So ready  was I to be in love that I was taken
A fool in love but a heart forsaken

Where I stood before was in a mesh of unknown truths
Now I kneel in hours of mishaps struggling to find what soothes
Though I am grateful for one thing after all
Cause my daughter makes my heart sing even thru this free fall