mystrangebrew's blog: "whats love got to do with it?"

so look inside right to the core its easy you see because its right on the surface I will never be judged, no, only by one I have been carried threw life by GOD, more often then not He is my savior, and my stomach's in a knot He showed me the way, but I didn't completely listen Now I am somehow to blame for all that I have been missing It felt so good in her arms you see lying there together, looking back at me my soul touched so deep, I can't shake it rocked to the core, no way I could fake it problems come and go as this is life I will never again even think of that knife that was put in my heart and pushed all the way in you mean so much to me, its allmost a sin that is why its been so hard, to come around or even call for I feel so deep, and you think, not at all so many layers inside you see so many thoughts swirling in me I can do nothing but respect and love as I have and allways will and all of the above it hurts so bad, I will have you know I could lay down outside, out in the snow I hate it that you have shut me out so cuz your the one, have been since you touched my heart that will NEVER change its soo deep thats why I cry when you won't even speak

I look within and what do I find little pieces I've left behind Some are pieces of my broken mind Look through my eyes and what will you see Something that is great and powerful in me Never ending like this life Never again will I have a wife So much hurt we must all bear These scars are mine that I wear I have erned every one I never even used a gun Scars like life come in different shades some from the mountains some from the cascades Temp me not for you may find It is wicked cold when you are left behind

Every time I reach out I get hurt, thats no doubt I thought I found the one who understood I guess i was wrong and should just turn hood I will not get hurt again not by another, not by a friend So many things where said and so I thought I could trust, and believe though In the end it was all in vain and now Im here, just a little insain What hurts the most is this simple fact She said I'll be your friend, even if we don't hack Friend to the end, thats what I felt Now I am alone and that has to be dealt I feel burnt, kinda like toast The friend I thought I had is what I miss the most The future's untold this is true without her in my life at all .... I feel so blue she has no clue ....about what I want where I stand... and whats been felt know I wish she kept her feeling to herself. So alone I will be forevermore no more will I say woo-ooh thats just a part of mystrangebrew

The women is the most beautiful creature on the planet They are nature amd nurture, all in one The love they can show is wonderious and great Matched only by the love they can recieve Like a dolphin lost in the world that is two-thirds ocean, searching for the perfect one The one that comliments my personality just so The one that knows how to be serious, but can let it go The perfect women that can unlock the guarded doors of my heart, touch my soul, and want to never part. .....will I ever be so lucky????

such a long standing question that riddles the mind something spectacular,and one of a kind its not something you see,hear,or smell its something felt,in your core,mind, and soul something not bought,nor paid for but something you give,receive,and hold close within for its too often untold it can make you feel like a king you see it can even make you absolutely fucking C-R-A-Z-Y I guard my heart for its tired of the hurt never again will I choose to eat dirt Sex is natural and very beautiful to me But it means nothing without true intamacy