I just save everyone..... no one is going to read this so I do not even know why I am writing it. I should be sleeping right now, but can't. Why? Cause my asshole roomates think it would be a great fucking time to have band practice. Now those who do not know. I work midnights and the fact that I made a whole 11k this year I can barely afford to live with the 3 guys I live with now. Fuck it, I am just going to put a bullet in my head now. Maybe then I can sleep. I am just a waste of space here. I have no friends, can't get a real job and well as I am sure no one will really read this.... fuck it! Maybe I'll take my mother's road and jump off a bridge, then die a week later cause we can do that right either. I am done with this life, if you could even call it that...........
