Baby Scorpio's blog: "what"

An endless highway Of countless horizons The sun will rise And will fall again. Freinds will be lost Lovers will fade away Nothing can be done For them, for anyone. All highways end Each horizon is numbered Take heed to live Each day like its last. Learn your lessons Pass life's tests. Thursday, October 24, 2002 Within without Hapiness, they say Comes from within Most would agree with that. Thus I conclude That Sadness must Originate from without Without Love, without joy Without happiness and cheer. Without fright, without gloom Without hate and even fear. Without him, without her Without a very close friend. Without marriage, without kids What will come in the end? Without all these things It is safe to say That Sadness will rule your world. But with these things How long will it be For Sadness to finally unfur

Last night i had a dream. The dream was set on a stage And the stage was set in a theatre. The theatre was grand and proper Lush tapesteries hung on the wall The seats were all of a plush red Silk cords tethered the waiting crowd Wanting to see the play The play of a thousand souls The play of ten thousand smiles The play of a millon frowns The crowds was ushered in They took their seats The lights dimmed The curtain was drawn The stage lights rose And there I was Bound and naked Broken and disheveled Eyes swollen shut From fists of rage Blood free flowing from my nose From the broken cartelage. Scratches and deep cuts From nails and knifes alike. The crowd gasped Then one broke into laughter Which spread to another And another in succession Quickly like wildfire Until everyone was in a roar. THen I fell over And the laughing subsided Until one person shed a tear And that tear hit another Causing her to cry. The entire theatre wept The floor became very damp Cleaners came in with mops and buckets But they too cried when they saw me. The curtain then fell. The crowd stopped The crowd then left. And I remained, waiting for the next show.

I tremble in darkness Afraid of the unseen Scared of what lurks in shadow. I yearn to be free Unbound from my chains To run through field and medow. Unable to move From this place I am in Will I ever be released? My doubt and my pain I hold deep inside me Prevent me from finding peace. Alone in the dark Trapped forever I wonder if here I will die. Falling to the ground I Clench both my fists And reach them to an unseen sky.