i have had a sucky ass life ,,, if it wasnt for my kids i woudlnt be here,, after there father killed him self in 03 its been so hard on me .... i have tryed to kill my self twice once almost did it but they got to me in time because i coudlnt handle everything. i have a husband that i love to death but itsnt the nicest guy in the world he is abusive when he wants to be and then he can be the most lovable man u would never know he was ever like that,, and because of that he has really did alot of damage to me in over 5 yrs. im suck i love him be both are goin to get help but i dont know if its goin to help him because he is an acholic and he said that he will go get help but i dont know if it will help or if any of this help is worth this....
