Naomi's blog: "what is life"

my lover. my friend. And now my life. we will last forever. through dark and deep we will be side by side. kids in the halls, us at the holler. no rain or death can split us apart. Together forever and ever. the angels in heaven envy us. The demons in hell hate us. but we, we love us.

One man told me that if you dont leave your heart open you will never find love. Well i left my heart open. I found more then love. I found taht if you love everyone no matter what you will be happy. And if you dont love everyone, the one person that needs it might not recieve it. And when i learned this i almost cried. Love is beautiful. Its prettyer than any person and any object.

We are like flowers. We live such a short life. In time we slowly wilt and die. We are so beautiful yet its only on the outside. Inside we are ugly. We have no emotions for others. We care only for us.

i found a love song that means something to me

hey im Naomi im a model and i dont want to be i work 2 jobs other then modeling my parents got into my bank account and took everything and all the money im saveing up for collage is gone. sence i was littel my mom and my step dad beat me and i still have scarres i have to live with. and every time i find someone i like my parents try to hook him up with my littel sister. my littel sister is a few years younger then me but she is 3 times my size. And when i was perposed to my parents stoll the ring and ponded it and told him that i was marrying who they choose. I was 9 years old when my parents put me in a room with a bunch of guys that liked me but i didnt like them and that is how i lost my virginity i was raped. And even now i still get raped and i hate it. i live in seldom and alone

What is a soulmate? I do not understand. Is there such a person that would be with me forever? Most likly not. I am stange and abnormal. If someone is out there for me then pigs can fly, kuz iv been hurt by people that say they love me but dont it hurts real bad. I dont want lies anymore. I want facts and proof. Why is this world so empty and full of it. Is there not one real person out there that can love and not lie. Is there not one person out there that can look you in the eyes and tell you nothing will ever happen. No there isnt. Life is full of twists and turns and we have to accept that. Life is full of lies and truths but how does one seperat them. Only life holds the anwser.

What is one heart to another? Depending on what the status is between two people will make a diffrence. When you are nothing but another pretty face for someone to flaunt then that is nothing to the other. When you are together constently and unseprable then you guys are important to eachother. And with a bond like that you are something but when you are used just to get kicks and used for others purposes you are nothing. Iv been in both situations and when you lost one you care about you will hurt. And when you lose one that hurt you the most you will cry. But not tears of sorrow they are tears of joy. So when you are in pain because of what someone has done drop it. Because they will get what they desurve

why do we listen to music it is strang we dance and laugh we cry and scream music controlls our emotions sometimes but at the same time we like it... why do we???

is life real or fake? do we have real emotions or is it what people put in our heads? im not sure all i know is i will try to sculpt my life into a good thing that will help all who need help. i will try to help all who need help in life and i will help them understand how to help themselves. because we all need alittle help and alittle love. with out that there is nothing in this world but soulless creatures that like to hurt.