With the things happing in my life and that have recently happened I have to propose some questions to myself..
The most important one is what am I waiting for??
that is a question that has been consuming my mind I sit here night after night waiting, hoping, dreaming of something that seem to elude me Day after day, Week after week, Month after month, and even Year after year..
I have Loved few people in my life like have loved someone recently.. Only to lose each and everyone on of them..
If I look back through my life it is a sad trend in my life for someone to fall in love with me and me with them only for them to end up in someone else's arms and for me to remain sitting here alone..
So it leads me back to the same question what am I waiting for? I guess I am waiting for someone to see what a great gift my love is and to return that love.. but will it ever happen for me? As the days goes by I lose more hope that I will ever find that love as with each passing day more and more of my heart dies from the pain and the hurt it has endured ..
Well I have rambled on enough.. Please God lead that love I long for to me.. before my heart dies completely and I have nothing left to love with!!
